Friday, March 20, 2009

I think that we just need to take it easy.

When do people start paying for their sins? When's the retribution for the people who've felt like they've suffered for a sin they didn't commit? And why does an innocent have to suffer because of someone else's sins? Why?

I'm really glad I'm not a vengeful person. So glad. I contemplate it, but I don't do it. Yeah, I've got a devious mind, that doesn't mean that I put it to use for bad things. Most of my devious plans these days are good and go down on paper.

Am I just supposed to stop my whole life and cater to one person or everybody else for that matter? Am I? No. The answer is no. There's nothing wrong with taking care of myself or doing stuff just for me. It's not selfish, it's taking care of myself, but apparently when I take care of myself and doing something for me it is selfish.

Whatever.

I'm not getting revenge because I don't have to. No mortal on this planet has to get revenge on anyone because it's not in our hands and the sooner some people realize this FACT, the better.


I'm sick of my love being questioned when it shouldn't even be considered to be in question. There's a difference between complete annoyance and hate. I am at complete annoyance, hate is an emotion I don't feel. I may say I hate doing something or I hate an object when it breaks, but that's me venting. Damn.

Whatever.

My life is my life, no one can take it but the Lord above. I've got a destiny that needs fulfilling.

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