I'm 19 today.

Ugh.

I've been dreading this.


Why?
Because I'm not where I'm supposed to be right now and it pisses me off. It pisses me off that I can't get off my ass and get shit done. I need to, for my own sake, get out of this house and start living life the way that I'm supposed to.
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That postcard from PostSecret this week is what I want 5 years from now. As much as I love my sisters, I don't want to be a part of their drama. I love the kids and I'll keep in contact with them, but my sisters won't get that privilige. I will keep in close contact with my parents though cause they've done their best with me.