Change is hard, I should know...

I've got no motivation whatsoever.

None.

Zilch.

I've got so much shit I KNOW that I need to get done, I go over it in my head every night, and people are telling me repeatedly things that I already know, but there's just no motivational force pushing me to do it. And this just doesn't make sense because I have every reason in the world to get going and I just can't. I have no idea what is holding me back.

I really wish something would happen to make me get up off my ass.


I better be careful what I wish for...